i dont want to

I want to cancel on...we'll call him G.

But that make me an asshole.

but i'd have to curl my hair and slap on my date make up and wear my date clothes. I'd have to spend and hour trying to look hot but still keep my personal style. i dont want date food. UGH.

I had a dream my school had dance and no one asked me out. I don't go to dances. If a guy asks me to a dance i always say "i don't dance". but guys ask every year every dance.

Its like my mind telling me to lose weight unless i want to be alone.I'll rite later about my date. oh and by the way this week has been a non stop binge.