I had a BF...then we broke up.
while together I felt pretty and happy with my self.
I went far with him. No.not sex.
I just thought it would be dandy to give this guy head.
I have a little friend who's a tech wiz. She made my blogger profile but she doesn't know about ana.
she's losing weight like crazy. she's only twelve. I'm like a big sis to her.
I asked if she was eating right. She is. and eating alot. :(
Maybe I took my relationship to quickly.
Had we made it to valentines day...let's just say i wouldn't be a virgin...
that goes to show the whore I am.
I feel fat..again.
I feel fat, Dirty And like a bitch.
I bet you guys thought i wasn't this dirty. I don't go around town but I really liked this guy.
my thoughts in random words: head, scale, failing grades, and a dirty fat hoe.
I feel depressed he made me very happy...
What now?
I don't think you're dirty.
ReplyDeleteI felt like that aswell today though.
Just wretched.
The hate feeling. I hated myself all day.
I thought fat, ugly, disgusting, unwanted, unloved, worthless... feeling your pain, but good luck with the guy if he makes you happy it's worth trying
I think when you really like someone, you will sometimes go farther than even you expected. That doesn't make you dirty.
ReplyDeleteLet ana make you happy.