Is all the snickering in my head? Do girls really say that i'm disgusting behind my back?
I'm really scared and confused. i want to be thin but i think subconsciously I really just want the confidence...
the two conflicts in my brain are will i eat good full meals tomorrow or stay under 200?
our heads are just complicated places
ReplyDeletei understand you girl. honestly, I don't think we just "want to be thin." i mean yea, we want to be skinny, but its so much more than that. we think that if we're skinny, then we'll be pretty, and we'll be confident, and people will like us more, and we'll like ourselves more. but honestly, it doesn't work that way, sadly. our weight isn't the problem we need to fix. its the outlook that we have on ourselves as a whole thats the problem.
ReplyDeletetoo bad we're not normal anymore, we can't think normally. it sucks. haha we'll get there one day, we just have to find the right problem that we need to fix. :)